Wednesday, May 25, 2005 slowly bleeding to death.
oops. did i scare people with my previous entry? sorry! ):
school's started. early mornings. i cant wake up! lack of sleep. going job interview tmrw. recommended by trish. hope i get it. want a job. need a job. dont want to think. STOP. i want to work till i drop dead and die from exhaust. i dont want to live anymore.
why God why? our brain is too small to understand everything so i better not question God. sigh. all i can do is pray. pray for everyone. i guess my problems are trival compared to others. oh wells, they say God always give you more than you ask for & i believe. so i will just continue praying hard.
i crave thai mango salad.
8am tmrw. i better sleep. time to sleep. nites world :)
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